What i deserve


you beat me
the marks that it left
tears fall like rain drops
twisted and dark
this pain is within
i tried to take my own life
cutting to release it
life holds no meaning
when hate and pain
consume you
from sharps and knives a like
cuts so deep
i clench my fists
used to be tears
but now only blood runs
scarlett tears
staining the material of my bed
this pain is alive
this is what i deserve



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