When people we love are taken from our midst too soon, 

we struggle to deal with their absence. Those who feel 

deeply will grieve deeply. No philosophy or religion ever 

taught can prevent this wholly natural reaction of the 

human heart.

i realised if things are bad then they always get worse

that afternoon everything that i knew had changed,

nothing would ever be the same. you fought hard 

but you just couldnt fight anymore and you 

slipped away when i was in the room, 

the hardest thing was seeing you take your last 

breath, i prayed so hard that you would take 

another one but it never came, i knew it was 

your time, i just didn't want to believe it. 

knowing that you died was hard but watching

it happen was agony, i never want to see that again

when it happened

i hurt

i fell against the wall, i broke down

i didn't know what was expected of me

I was lost in a world that I did not recognize

its now been two years

Without you here,
I'd give anything
Just to talk to you

What do I do with all I need to say
So much I wanna tell you everyday

it breaks my heart,
All I can do
Is write letters to you,
But there's no address in the stars.

you were just to tired, you lost the fight for life

but grandad i will love you forever.